Finally I write my blog after such a loooooong time I hadn’t written.

I miss writing actually and this is the thing that becomes my runaway. After finishing my thesis about Class Struggle I feel that my time is getting ineffective so I gotta find something to do and writing could be the one. Writing my thesis is not as easy as I though. I was thinking that it was going to be me and my writing but I was totally wrong. In fact there were a lot of things related to this final project. Yes, it is about my other activities, my family, and also my thesis advisor. The last one should got a spot light (underlined, italic, and bold written). I won’t blame that my thesis advisor is the reason why my thesis took such a long time to finish but there is something beyond that. I learned something! I learned that life is not like a straight line made by elementary students with their ruler. I was such a stubborn that think time is the barometer of success. People especially my friends who could graduate in October always pursued time graduation while I didn’t. The reason was quite simple. It was because I thought that it is not worth that I could graduate as soon as possible while my thesis became like an uncooked scrambled egg. Thus I knew the fact that it would be impossible for me to graduate along with those people. However I have to emphasize something else that I have mentioned before that I learned something. It is not only about the understanding of my thesis but also patience. In Javanese people say “Sopo sing sabar bakal subur.” I think it is suitable for me. I learned how to be patient, patient when facing my thesis advisor or even myself. Maybe I won’t get this learning elsewhere.

Patient. That’s it!!!